For the Jury

[eggwards]

Maybe it's bear-run mentality. It's gotten into my brain in such a short amount of time.

Maybe there's just something to the fact that our lives aren't all about sex, but yet we're identified by our attraction more than other people.
Openness leads to the fact that attraction is there, but yet acting on it is completely up to you. You have the power.

Is it wrong that I might work sexual attraction into a model of friendship? Then again, I might not.

I find myself in the awkward spot of not necessarily defining a person by my attraction to them, but certainly creating a first impression that way. How do they look? Does that first glance cause a stirring somewhere lower? Am I a lower person for starting at that base level?

Will you judge me lower for starting there?

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[eggwards.livejournal.com]

Yes, I recall you making mention of this, and I think there was another breakout of "why are bears always trying to sleep around with each other" then, too. I guess the debate will never be over.

My problem is, I never seem to be able to pick up on the signals, when it the right time, when it's the wrong time, and when to just stay the hell away, so I never know what's appropriate, so I either make the wrong move, and leave with my tail between my legs, or don't make a move and feel frustrated.

And to think I spent 4 hours last night trying to write that - and couldn't - and there it is in a few minutes of a response. Sheesh.