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● Chris and I like the Austin City Limits Festival so much that we have already bought tickets for 2009. They went on sale yesterday for those on the mailing list. Here’s hoping there’s some great acts next year, but it’s always a good excuse to get away to Austin. I hope more people will join us!

● Chris is going to Anaheim today to enjoy Miley Cyrus' big birthday bash at Disney. My travel budget is already shot for the year, and I already was close to Miley this year when I was in New York. I don't think I could take any more excitement like that. I was already at Disneyland this year too, but not with the 30,000 gays they are predicting for this weekend. Maybe next year, if everything is good, I might get to go.

● I’d like to give a shout out to Salon.com and the column/blog How the World Works by Andrew Leonard for keeping me informed about the financial credit crisis. Although I work in the financial world (at an extremely low level), I'm not a business major, economist or even an accountant, I have a large learning curve on some of the issues. I was warned about the mortgage crisis a long time ago (a hat tip goes to Trey ([livejournal.com profile] arkanjil), and I even had to learn about mortgage-backed securities and selling short when taking my licensing tests, but it’s been getting the broader picture, on how this has swelled into a lending crisis that’s hurting businesses that’s been the education lately.

● Again, I’m lucky to work for a company that’s financially strong, but since we aren’t a bank, and our retirement accounts are mostly annuities, not brokerage accounts, we have many callers who are concerned since we’re not FDIC or SPIC insured. Luckily since we’re a not for-profit company, we aren’t leveraged to the hilt. It's tough to re-assure people when their account balances are falling. Still, people don’t understand, even if they have been trough recessions before, that investment in the stock market can and will go down at times. Investment involves risk, plain and simple.

● Even though the House may vote for the $700 billion bailout bill today, that will be just a band-aid for what the economy is going through at this time. Even with the ability for banks to place bad loans at the feet of the US government, there’s severe trouble in lending right now that’s affecting businesses and consumers. Just like the gas shortages in the Southeast, we are a society that is so used to “just-in-time” logistics and deliveries, so when those deliveries don’t come, there’s no inventory to rely on. Many companies now take short term loans to help them meet payroll and purchase equipment, etc. This is done on a very short time table, rather than having a long term financial plan for financing, especially for small employers. When they can’t get the credit, or the small loans they require, business ends up having to curtail growth, laying-off workers and stopping production.

It’s going to be a while before money is flowing as freely as credit has been, if it ever does again. Many banks were far out-leveraging themselves to make these loans happen, and now with fewer big players, and the specter of more regulation on the horizon, both businesses and consumers are going to have to take a hard look at how they spend, and how much credit they will be able to access.

The biggest problem is that American’s have been made to consume everything at a rapid, get it today pace that really shouldn't be allowed. The desire to live beyond your means has been encouraged not only by big business, but by the Bush administration as well, and blame needs to be laid there on his feet. It’s this administration’s effort to not have any American have to sacrifice that has led to big deficits and an economy that was unable to sustain itself as there was no fundamentally sound underpinning. I wonder if Bush was just hoping to get out of office before the bubble burst. He sure looks like he’s just waiting for the bell to ring in January.

I’m wondering how the American people are going to take to a message of tighten your belts when we’ve been coddled so long by a system that says if you want it, get it, damn the future.

What’s interesting is hearing about the far flung suburbs, especially places like the inland Empire in California where tons of expensive McMansions were built and sold for inflated prices to people who couldn’t afford the mortgage payments and now can’t afford the gas prices to commute to and from them, so the houses are foreclosed, the people abandon the homes, and leave all their possessions creating ghost towns out of these suburbs as no one wants to buy them, even at bargain prices. I’m surprised we don’t see more of that in Texas where it seems the cities have grown so far out from the city core, that it’s created more, smaller city cores to compensate, but is that enough to justify driving for miles for everything?

The next president, who ever he, or perhaps she given some odd twist of fate, is, will have the very difficult task of having to pull us along through an economic crisis that may resemble the 1970’s. There’s likely to be some comparisons to Jimmy Carter, who inherited the spiraling inflation, high unemployment and stagnant economy from Nixon/Ford, and he found it very difficult to find a way out of it. Something tells me that no matter whom the president is, 2012 will be a big election year as well.

● Funny thing is that today at work they are feeding us, and passed out a slip of paper with a picture of a baked potato on it that we are to redeem for our lunch. Some people have said that one potato will not be enough, and others have said we should copy the paper in order to get two potatoes. With that there has been talk that we would just create a crisis if there were more slips of paper than potatoes and that the value of the slip of paper would fall as there was no promise of a potato backing the value of these “potato-based securities.” We’ve been having fun with talk of the failure of the potato market and since the delivery of potatoes hasn’t come in yet, the fact that the slips are based on nothing but the full faith that potatoes will appear. There’s also been word of a modern “potato famine” here in the office, but we are waiting for a bailout from management. It’s a funny way to apply the economic lessons we’ve learned these past few weeks.

Now On Ice

Mar. 6th, 2008 12:44 pm
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On Saturday it was 80 degrees and sunny. We had thunderstorms Sunday night, and a driving, wet snowfall on Monday night.

By Tuesday morning the snow was gone, and on Wednesday it was 70 degrees and sunny.

Right now it's sleeting and the roads are starting to ice, meaning a real bitch of a commute home. (Edit: They are letting us go home now!! Hooray for training!)

This weather is chicken fricken' sandwich crazy.
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I'm not sure if everyone's seen this bit of hokum yet...



Apparently someone has found some verse about a highway leading to righteousness in the Bible, and since it's Isaiah 35:8 they think it must mean I-35, so they are targeting the cities along the way of the great "NAFTA Highway".

Some problems with this story:
Everything shown is in Dallas. all of the groups, people and events are Dallas-based. You are talking about thousands of miles or road, but really, eveything's happening in the buckle of the Bible Belt. Hardly the nation-changing event that you are proclaiming.

The gay who gets touched by an evangelical and suddenly is cured. He uses the word "fiance" rather than boyfriend - seems unusual to me. After he's saved and starts going to church like a good little ex-gay should, there's never talk about his "fiance?" What happened to him? Did they try to save him? Did he vanish? Perhaps he wasn't moved by the spirit so much.

Yes, it was in the local gay newspaper. It's called harassment and it's newsworthy.

Of course, they claim there's been more of these rallies, but i haven't heard of them. I think that they were just happy about using a plant for this story - a man who would go on camera saying that he was saved from homosexuality by a mob in front of JR's, but really, I've seen better acting jobs.

Lastly, they say that they want to set people and churches "on fire" for God. This seems to be a bit violent for my tastes. Perhaps they could get a focus group together and fix this message.

Look out for this hitting a middle American city near you - maybe.
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This is the view out the window nearest to my cubicle at work. It’s a nice view, rather relaxing, actually. In the winter the Canadian Geese fly over. The pond is teeming with fish and turtles. Watching the spring thunderstorms come in from the west is especially spectacular.

The land, picked was once owned by Ross Perot, and what remains of his ranch is next door where there are cattle, horses, and for some reason, a camel. Our tract of land has a pasture up by the state highway where our small heard of longhorns stay. It’s a tax write-off, and we get government money for “farming.” Our building is hugs, and holds about 3500 office workers. A new building that will hold another 1500 is being built and should be full when it opens in 2009. This given that there’s no large economic downturn, of course.

I’m going to lose this view on Monday as I’m moving to a new desk and a new role. The desk is only a few feet away from my old one, but faces away from the lake and is a long way away from the windows on the other side of the building. If I could, I’d likely stay in my current desk, but since I’m switching teams, the desk goes with it.

I’ll also miss sitting next to my co-worker Sean who’s always good for a joke and understands my humor. He’s also the only one in my immediate area who seems to understand that I’m gay and I live with a guy name Chris, not a girl. I talk about Chris occasionally, but don’t make a big issue about it, preferring to keep my private life mostly private. The woman behind me who took the desk vacated by Sourpuss a few months back hasn’t caught on at all, and often asks me about my wife. Since she’s a preacher’s wife I just choose not to go into it. I’m thinking the husband’s ministry isn’t that successful as she seems to be the main breadwinner.

There’s other things I won’t miss, including the lady who talks about missing her little girl all day as she works here, and the woman who, when stressed always shouts “Lord Help Me Jesus!” She’s a bit annoying. There’s a lot of talk and craziness over here, and many people wasting their time more than I do, and they wonder why they can’t produce the numbers I can. They worry about their jobs, but there seems to be few repercussions for they lack of effort, so I think they have it rather good.

The only known problem with my new desk, besides the lack of view (I plan on printing the picture of the lake and placing it in front of me) is the fact it’s only two cubicles over from the loudest sneezer on the floor. She sneezes with an “Hhheeee-Hooo!” that is both high-pitched and projects down the halls well. She can be heard at the far end of our wing, some 150 yards away. Think of a Michael Jackson ad-lib, followed with “sham-on!” and you’ll kind of understand the sound she makes.

Like I said, the reason for the move is that I’m changing job functions and teams here. It’s a lateral move, so there are different responsibilities, and supposedly a more difficult job, but no extra benefits to moving. I’m just hoping it will work into my strategy of getting noticed, gaining more skills and eventually getting promoted. My attempts to try to get a higher position in this company – which has been more times than I’ve documented in this journal, have all seemed to fall flat. I was even told by my manager, my lack of time with the company has cost me opportunities, including the team trainer job I was up for last month.

So I’ll be working with mutual fund transfers. They think because I worked for a mutual fund company before I have more insight than others do, but really, it has not been that helpful. The systems used here are different than those I used back at AIM. Still, I don’t have to be trained in the lingo and I can talk to other fund companies with an ease that someone new to the position may not have.

The job is a specialization of the one I’m leaving. It’s a little more detailed, and a little more digging to be done to get the job done right. I’ve been helping out the mutual fund team for a while on a lending basis, so it just became natural that I would move into the role full time. The thing I’ll miss most about the old work is that it was always something different as they gave me different files to work on. I became quite versatile here, known as the guy who could work any file. Now I won’t get as much variety of work, so I know that will quickly become a drag.

My thought is this new position, like the old, is a temporary thing. I know I’m made for better, and I will keep trying to put my name and hat out for new positions, hopefully in management. When I was first hired, I was told I had to stay in the job for a year before I could move to a new position. A month before the year was up I was already applying. I have not been told that there is a restriction holding me back from going after other positions now that I’m in a new job, so I’m going to play dumb and keep applying. The operations group is the hind-end of the company and I think it would be good to get out of here, or at least move up. This fall I’ll also start looking at other area employers to see if I can do better. Heck, I have a Series 7, I should be using it!

It’s time to move forward, even though it’s not quite the leap I would like at this time (and I’d like to be earning about $10,000 more a year, too), but it’s what I have to go on right now. I guess I was spoiled by the job at AIM were there were leaps more than steps forward. I want the same here.

The only way to earn more at the moment is to work a lot of overtime, and since I’m averaging 50 hour work-weeks all this year, I’ve made a little extra cash. I don’t see that the overtime situation will change much with the new job, so you’ll likely find me here on most Saturdays. What a life.

Still, it’s time to move, at least just to get away from “Lord Help Me Jesus!” and her inquiries if I want to go to a Men’s Ministry night at her church – one that has free prostate exams for men 40 and over. There’s just something wrong there.

It's a small change, but at least I'm not stagnant. Little progresses, little changes. One thing about business now is that those who don't accept change get left behind.

I'll miss the view, though.
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I'll freely admit that I'm not so much in the Holiday spirit. I've still got some shopping to do, and both Chris and I have been working long hours. We haven't even put up the Christmas (or holiday) tress, or stockings in the house.

Still, I dropped by Kroger this morning to grab some Holiday Cookies for those people around me (Sourpuss hasn't taken any yet, she's on a diet). The cookies are Santas and Trees covered with colored sugar. It was noticed by a co-worker that the Santas have the green sugar and the trees have the red. I said, "Well, you just can't count those Chinese sweatshop bakers to know these things."

Another co-worker has given me a gift (no Chris, it's not the one who always shouts "Lord Help Me Jesus!" throughout the day - she gets really stressed. My occasional work-out buddy gave me a package of Tag Body Spray. Was she trying to tell me something?

Of course I had to say to her, "are you sure you bought this for the right person? I don't think I fit the demographic." She said that I could get more exercise running away from all the women that Tag supposedly attracts.

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