![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
I Have To Apologize
Oct. 20th, 2004 11:17 pmStrange mood tonight. Chris (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
oakleycub) is in a plane heading for Bear Bust in Orlando. I'm here in Houston, as usual, and can't afford to go. Of corse Chris is staying with friends, so I didn't have a place to be, even if I could go, but it's still the factor of not going, and once again not being with him.
Also, the Astros lost, setting up a crucial game seven tomorrow night. This game, that went 14 innings had my stomach in knots, I can't imagine what tomorrow night is going to be like.
(oh, and a bearded Johnny Damon is awfully cute)
Still, I'm doing OK. tonight. I guess I'm trying to weigh my options for the weekend so i won't be cocooned, unhappy at the house, but I haven't come up with anything.
The other night, the ever observant Joey (profundojoe), asked me this:
You're so apologetic for your feelings! You're so convinced that everything you do is wrong. How come? Why is it bad to be horny? Why is it bad to like to wear things you like to wear? Own your feelings, don't avoid them.
( And my answer is: )
oakleycub) is in a plane heading for Bear Bust in Orlando. I'm here in Houston, as usual, and can't afford to go. Of corse Chris is staying with friends, so I didn't have a place to be, even if I could go, but it's still the factor of not going, and once again not being with him. Also, the Astros lost, setting up a crucial game seven tomorrow night. This game, that went 14 innings had my stomach in knots, I can't imagine what tomorrow night is going to be like.
(oh, and a bearded Johnny Damon is awfully cute)
Still, I'm doing OK. tonight. I guess I'm trying to weigh my options for the weekend so i won't be cocooned, unhappy at the house, but I haven't come up with anything.
The other night, the ever observant Joey (
profundojoe), asked me this:You're so apologetic for your feelings! You're so convinced that everything you do is wrong. How come? Why is it bad to be horny? Why is it bad to like to wear things you like to wear? Own your feelings, don't avoid them.
( And my answer is: )
