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Mar. 20th, 2005 04:26 pmWell, people are going home. I got to see Chris play in a softball game today, which they won by forfeit, since the other team had a man injured and his partner had to take him to the hospital, leaving them with too few people to go on. Still, I think they would have won it anyway, since the other team looked very unorganized.
Last night was interesting, yet I felt very detached, like I have all weekend, unfortunately. I guess I actually need to drink, or something to get past some of the social obstacles that seem to be keeping me from actually getting out there and interacting with people. I feel like I regressed more than progressed recently. There were people I wanted to talk to more, but the situation, or the people around me just made it seem like the wrong time to try. I may never get the right time, but that's the way life goes.
Oh well, another TBRU down. There are more important things.
Last night was interesting, yet I felt very detached, like I have all weekend, unfortunately. I guess I actually need to drink, or something to get past some of the social obstacles that seem to be keeping me from actually getting out there and interacting with people. I feel like I regressed more than progressed recently. There were people I wanted to talk to more, but the situation, or the people around me just made it seem like the wrong time to try. I may never get the right time, but that's the way life goes.
Oh well, another TBRU down. There are more important things.
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Date: 2005-03-20 10:58 pm (UTC)I'm glad you came and finally gave me a chance to meet you in person! We need to do it again soon!
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Date: 2005-03-20 11:00 pm (UTC)i share your fear of going up to people and interacting, especially at bear events. i get really shy in crowds which people find hard to believe because i seem so unshy. i have found that just doing it and not thinking about it is the only way i can do it.
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Date: 2005-03-21 03:31 am (UTC)Wish we could have hung and talked more, but everyone's being pulled in different directions. Another time.
hugs
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Date: 2005-03-21 04:06 am (UTC)We'll always have that night together at Wattaburger... :D
Hah!
Well
Date: 2005-03-21 04:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-21 05:36 am (UTC)