I have an interview today. I don't have a lot of time to go into it, but basically it's for a higher position at my current workplace. I'm going up against several others, and some stiff competition. Really, i have a good chance, but I'm still having to convince myself of that.
I'm also having to convince myself that I want it. I want it because of the money, and the title, but I really don't care to be essentially in the same place, with different employees...just down the cube farm from my guys. The challenges are still the same, which aren't all that challenging. What I'm shooting for is the paycheck. I'm not finding inspiration in that. I guess my values have changed since I was in my twenties.
I bought a new suit for this last night. It was at a rather ghetto shop, but no, it's not bright red with stripes. It is however grey, and kind of shiny...maybe a bit too shiny. I'm a little self-conscious about it now. Oh well.
Nerves are on high. Luckily this isn't an all day thing.
I'm also having to convince myself that I want it. I want it because of the money, and the title, but I really don't care to be essentially in the same place, with different employees...just down the cube farm from my guys. The challenges are still the same, which aren't all that challenging. What I'm shooting for is the paycheck. I'm not finding inspiration in that. I guess my values have changed since I was in my twenties.
I bought a new suit for this last night. It was at a rather ghetto shop, but no, it's not bright red with stripes. It is however grey, and kind of shiny...maybe a bit too shiny. I'm a little self-conscious about it now. Oh well.
Nerves are on high. Luckily this isn't an all day thing.
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Date: 2005-01-06 02:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-06 02:14 pm (UTC)My philosphy on interviews is that employers hate to do them - they just want a good excuse to hire a qualified person. Strangely, most of us go into interviews trying to give reasons why we shouldn't be hired!
If you can get away from the nerves and work on helping the employer find the reasons why YOU need to be hired for this, I think you will do very well.
Again, Good Luck!
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Date: 2005-01-06 02:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-06 02:43 pm (UTC)"Home of the Shiny Green [gray] Suit!"
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Date: 2005-01-06 03:05 pm (UTC)Yeah, priorities change; there's nothing wrong with more cash!
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Date: 2005-01-06 03:45 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-07 02:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-01-07 02:11 pm (UTC)You're right, we should learn to go out on more limbs. Someone just might grab us.