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Geez! Everything sucks so much tonight. I'm so pissed off!
Reasons why...
1. I got told that they won't interview me for either position I applied for at work. Neither. I'll deal with the reasons given to me later. Of course I think they are stupid.
2. To add insult to injury, I was told I had to stay late to help with a project that had to be finished tonight. I got home at 9:30 after working on a project that if our data vendor knew what they were doing WITH THIER OWN SYSTEM could have done themselves.
3. Something's burning and has polluted the air. I've been coughing in the acrid smoke that's lingering. Ugh!
When I get upset like this, I go down, and I start questioning everything...job, life, financial wherewithal, ability to make anything work right now. I'll bounce back, but right now. Arrgh.
And it sucks being alone.
So to try to combat this, I sat there and bought 3 new CD's with money I shouldn't have spent, and I'll be mad at myself later. I bought the new Guster, Fountains of Wayne and Liz Phair. I'll listen to one later tonight. I also bought dinner because it was too late to cook.
Now I've been cleaning the house just to give myself something to do, instead of brooding. I guess I should get mad more often.
Reasons why...
1. I got told that they won't interview me for either position I applied for at work. Neither. I'll deal with the reasons given to me later. Of course I think they are stupid.
2. To add insult to injury, I was told I had to stay late to help with a project that had to be finished tonight. I got home at 9:30 after working on a project that if our data vendor knew what they were doing WITH THIER OWN SYSTEM could have done themselves.
3. Something's burning and has polluted the air. I've been coughing in the acrid smoke that's lingering. Ugh!
When I get upset like this, I go down, and I start questioning everything...job, life, financial wherewithal, ability to make anything work right now. I'll bounce back, but right now. Arrgh.
And it sucks being alone.
So to try to combat this, I sat there and bought 3 new CD's with money I shouldn't have spent, and I'll be mad at myself later. I bought the new Guster, Fountains of Wayne and Liz Phair. I'll listen to one later tonight. I also bought dinner because it was too late to cook.
Now I've been cleaning the house just to give myself something to do, instead of brooding. I guess I should get mad more often.
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*hug*
Catch me on YM if you ever want to talk....I know it's not the same, but it DOES help.
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